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Originally posted at: http://www.theresstillhope.org

In 1971, a study was conducted on U.S. soldiers serving in Viet Nam. It was discovered that 20 percent of them became addicted to heroin during their deployment. When they returned home, nearly 80 percent of those addicts quit their habit almost immediately, and they never returned to heroin use again.

On the other hand, studies show that just 10 percent of heroin users in the United States find permanent sobriety after attending a rehab center.

The difference? Changing your environment. 

The soldiers returning from Viet Nam were leaving their triggers behind. The world in which they had used drugs was not the world they returned to. But the heroin users who went to rehab returned to the same environment in which they became addicted.

Again, the difference was environment.

Recovery Step: Do you want freedom? Change your environment. “He who walks with wise men will be wise, but the companion of fools will suffer harm” (Proverbs 13:20).

Originally posted at: https://theonlinetherapist.blog/how-childhood-trauma-shapes-codependency-and-affects-the-nervous-system/

By Dr. Nicholas Jenner

I would like you for a moment to picture these very typical scenarios and how you might react if they happened to you: 

A text message appears from your partner’s former lover. Your stomach drops. Your mind races. Rage and panic rise together. Your partner reassures you, but reassurance doesn’t matter. You’re certain you’re about to be betrayed.

Or you want to change jobs, but you don’t apply. Not because you’re lazy because a voice inside you is convinced you’ll be rejected, humiliated, or exposed as “not good enough”.

Or you let people cross your boundaries. You avoid conflict, keep the peace, smile, agree, swallow it. Later you feel bitter, ashamed, and furious with yourself.

Or you’re in a relationship that drains you, confuses you, or diminishes you and you can’t leave. You tell yourself you’re being sensible, loyal, realistic. But underneath is dread: “What if I’m alone?” “What if I regret it?” “What if I can’t cope?” “What if no-one else wants me”

For many people, this isn’t just an occasional blip in their day, it’s a way of life and they mostly accept that this is just who they are. That belief is usually learnt at some point, not through some dramatic event but through repetition seen in early relationships, family atmosphere, unspoken harsh or lax rules and the way our nervous system adapted to survive all that. 

We used to talk about this adaptation mainly in terms of “self-esteem” and of course, that is a factor. However, modern research and clinical practice have become more defined and precise and say that these reactions are more about threat responses, attachment strategies and protective parts (the mind and brain keeping you safe in the only way it knows).

Attachment: When Safety is Inconsistent.  

Attachment isn’t about being “needy”. It is the child’s biological requirement for a safe, secure base. When this base is secure, the child learns that it can feel distress and discomfort and it will pass and that people around me are safe. Above all, it learns that it is worth soothing. When this care is inconsistent and administered by emotionally absent parents who seem frightening and unpredictable, the child learns a very different lesson: “I must stay on alert”, “ I must work for closeness”, “ I must monitor moods”, “ I must not make mistakes”.

That becomes an adult who cannot tolerate discomfort and uncertainty in a relationship or life generally. A single message, a delayed reply, a tone of voice, a lack of a social media “like” will always trigger an old alarm system. Reassurance from a partner or loved one won’t work because the body has already decided that this is danger. Recently studies have continued to link attachment anxiety to ongoing and frequent bouts of anxiety and depression that span adolescence into adulthood. 

The Modern Threat: Digital Life

What has clearly changed over the decades since attachment theory was researched and published is the sheer volume of triggers we face in the modern world. Phones create 24/7 access to cues, seen ticks, last online, vague posts, old photos, suggested friends and a whole world of comparison. If you carry an attachment wound, digital life can amplify it. It trains hypervigilance, scanning for proof, reassurance seeking and dopamine hits. The social media companies know this and use algorithms to consolidate it. I am fully convinced that digital addiction will be something that will increasingly keep care services occupied for decades to come. 

Unhelpful Parenting Styles: The Family as a Training Ground for Adulthood

A child learned everything from the environment it grows up in. However, a child doesn’t just learn from words, it learns what is allowed. If the environment punishes showing emotions, they will learn to suppress, if love is conditional ( the basis for codependency), they learn to manage and appease, if parents prioritise their own needs over the child’s, the child adapts by becoming small, useful, invisible or it strives for perfection. 

Recently, studies have used new language for this. Psychological control, invalidation and chronic stress patterns that shape emotional regulation and behaviour. There are clear links shown in such studies between harsh and controlling parenting and the child’s ability to healthily internalise and externalise emotions and especially when stress is high and warmth is low in the environment. 

Loss: Grief that Gets Frozen

Loss in childhood is not just about death. It’s divorce, repeated moves, abandonment, rejection, parents with depression or being emotionally neglected by a “distracted” caregiver. When grief isn’t recognised and worked with, it doesn’t vanish suddenly, it becomes a belief based on expectations. “ People always leave”, “ Don’t attach too much or let anyone close” or the opposite, “ Hold on tighter and never let them leave”. This adapts to the adult world into clinginess, jealousy or staying too long in dysfunctional relationships because the system has been trained to associate separation with catastrophe. 

Trauma and Domestic Abuse: The Nervous System Learns Quickly

A child’s nervous system adapts quickly to an environment full of intimidation, violence and volatility. They become not just hypervigilant but hyper alert. This will produce extreme fight or flight responses like anger, shut down or dissociation as survival responses. Many studies suggest that the resulting CPTSD can produce anxiety, depression, anger issues and long term relational issues in adults, even when the abuse is witnessed rather than the child is the direct target.

A less discussed element of this is what happens to the child’s sense of what “normal” is. Their brains start to treat danger as if it can happen at any moment and hyper alertedness sees calm as suspicious. (One of the reasons codependents are attracted to emotionally distant, volatile partners). Children brought up under these circumstances don’t just react to threats, they anticipate them. They scan tone of voice, facial expressions, monitor silence for clues. As adults, that turns into overthinking, people pleasing, control, perfectionism and choosing similar relationships because they feel familiar. They may be labeled “ oversensitive” or “ dramatic” but their nervous system is only doing what it was trained to do. Stay small, ready and safe. 

What Helps in Practical Terms

Firstly, stop treating these reactions as a flaw in character. They are merely protective behavioural strategies that helped you survive and stay safe in an unsafe environment. The aim is not to shame yourself into change but to understand the function of the strategy. A useful starting point is to ask yourself: “what is this reaction trying to protect me from right now and what will it cost me afterwards?”. When you can see the protection and the price, you can begin to choose differently. 

In the moment, name what is happening in language you can relate to. Say to yourself: “ this is my threat system, an old alarm”, “this is my people-pleasing reflex”, “ this is my shutdown or this is my anger acting as protection”. Naming it creates a pause between impulse and reaction and as Stephen Covey says, creates “response-ability”, the pause where choice lives and is very often the difference between regulation and spiraling. 

From this point, work on two levels in this order. Regulate your body first, then move to the meaning. When you are activated, clear thinking is not easy because your reptilian brain is prioritizing safety over nuance. Start with simple tools, slow nasal breathing with a longer exhale than inhale, grounding through sensory input (feet on the floor, scanning the room and naming what you can see, feel and hear) and brief movement to discharge adrenaline in the body. Add a delay into this, no big conversations, no big decisions and no texting for twenty minutes. Under no circumstances, start compulsively checking and scrolling, this fuels the flames. Treat this twenty minutes as as practice in tolerating uncertainty and discomfort. 

Once you are steadier, identify the story running behind the reaction. Most spirals, impulses and reactions are usually powered by belief systems that tell us “I’m not safe”, “ I’m being abandoned” or “ I’m not good enough”. Next, write the sentence down and test it with facts, not feelings, separate evidence from assumptions and then generate a few plausible alternative explanations. For example: Evidence: list facts for and against. Facts only, not feelings. “He didn’t reply for two hours” is a fact. “He doesn’t love me” is an assumption. This alone often softens certainty. Alternative explanations: force the brain to generate at least three non-catastrophic possibilities (busy, overwhelmed, asleep, distracted). You don’t have to believe them fully; you’re widening the tunnel vision.

It is extremely important from this point to make micro-behaviours based on what you have learnt and can practice daily. Practice deliberate, adult choices, not grand reinventions that can bevcome overwhelming. The nervous system learn through repetition through small, regular and consistent practices and action. You can have all the insight, awareness and mantras you like, but the nervous system won’t respond. Choose one micro-behaviour to practice daily: pause before replying, tolerate a delay before chasing, say  “let me think about that” before agreeing on impulse, leave the room instead of escalating and practice direct speech instead of hinting.  

Each repetition teaches your nervous system a new rule: discomfort is survivable, and the present is not the past.