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Journal Through Recovery

Please use the drop down menu to read the journal entries.

A member of Castimonia has graciously volunteered to post a real time “play-by-play” journey through his recovery via his private journal entries.  These posts will be made weekly and I pray it helps men in their journey through recovery.

Journal Through Recovery

This is my journey through recovery in real time, as it happens. I will give you insights and thoughts as they occur through every step of my experience.  Feedback and questions are welcome.  I make no claim of expertise or advanced knowledge.  I am on the same path that many have followed. I am seeking guidance, support, wisdom, and prayer just like any other addict.

Join me each week as I give an unfiltered account of my hopes, prayers, anxieties, fears, and hopefully some learnings as well. I will start practicing rigorous honesty here…….I am terrified about being so transparent with emotions.  As an addict, I am new at this whole intimacy thing.  I hope you find something here that, in the words of my counselor, reinforces a primary truth….you are not alone!

Click on the links below to read these powerful journal entries:

Entry 01: Discovery

Entry 02: Counseling?

Entry 03: Meetings

Entry 04: Isolating

Entry 05: Joint Counseling

Entry 06: Accountability

Entry 07: Preparing for Disclosure

Entry 08: Waiting for Disclosure

Entry 09: Disclosure

Entry 10: Disclosure Day 2

Entry 11: Disclosure Day 3

Entry 12: Intimacy

Entry 13: Giving a First Step

Entry 14: Emotions

Entry 15: Structure

Entry 16: Yep, I am Insane

Entry 17: The Rollercoaster

Entry 18: Triggered

Entry 19: The Care of God

Entry 20: Milestones

Entry 21: A Break

Entry 22: The Why

Entry 23: The Flaws

Entry 24: The Fears and the Harm

Entry 25: Anger and How Do I Respond?

Entry 26: Another Human Being

Entry 27: Am I Changing?

Entry 28: The Wounds

Entry 29: God Remove My Flaws

Entry 30: Being Known

Entry 31: Not Disqualified

Entry 32: Shame Is Selfish

Entry 33: Owning It

Entry 34: I Thought They Went Away

Entry 35: What Exactly Does Amends Mean?

Entry 36: Facing My Past

Entry 37: How Do I Tell My Story?

Entry 38: So I Practice?

Entry 39: An Amends

Entry 40: And I Am A….??

Entry 41: The Empty Chair

Entry 42: When I Was Wrong…

Entry 43: Was I Always Wrong?

Entry 44: Am I? Do I?

Entry 45: Known

Entry 46: Me and God

Entry 47: Friendship is a Gift

Entry 48: Can Someone Spare Some Peace??

Entry 49: Replacement Therapy

Entry 50: Brokenness Everywhere

Entry 51: My List

Entry 52: A Spiritual Awakening

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This site is intended for individuals who struggle with maintaining sexual purity. This information is posted for individuals at various stages in their recovery, year 1 to year 30+; what applies to some, may not apply others. Spouses are encouraged to read this blog with the caveat that they may not agree with, understand, or know the reason for some items posted. As always, take what you like and leave the rest.

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