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Emilee Kerrigan

September 13, 2021 By Castimonia

Can I Recover? by Emilee Kerrigan

[Sex] control[s] my life*

So don‘t try to convince me that

I can be sober

Because at the end of the day

I can’t do this

And I’m not going to lie to myself by saying

I will prosper and succeed

So I will remind myself

That I am a selfish terrible person

And nothing you tell me will make me believe

I deserve a good life

Because no matter what

I will always be addicted

And I wonder if

Things will get better

Because when I look in the mirror, I will always think

Can I recover?

Now read bottom to top

By-Emilee Kerrigan

*(first line of poem edited to relate to sexual purity)

Filed Under: Sexual Purity Posts Tagged With: Emilee Kerrigan, porn, recovery

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